Bitter ( Terrible Judgement )

Bitter (Terrible Judgement)

Can't say that I'm not bitter. Can't say that I'm not mad. But did u really understand the feelings that I really had. I know in life there is less than. But I feel like I'm better than. N I really don't feel like u chose the better man. I never had the chance. You win some you lose some. But it never was an even fight. The outcome was gruesome. But its something i grew from. I learned from mistakes. But now it's late. So just correct your lost fate. You had no problem finding love. Yea that's the outcome. Dodging heartbreak. No matter how fast i am. Something I couldn't out run. Cant say I'm not bitter. But damn right I'm pissed. Is it my fault. That we never kissed. I took time to know you. And more time to show you. Now a next guy gets the chance to hold you. Played the nice guy roll. You  Shoulda  been up front from the get go. Now it's too late, so hard to let go.

I can't say that I'm not mad. Can't say that I'm not bitter. But I guess I couldn't focus the frame on the bigger picture. I can't say that I'm not mad. It's just something that I'm used too. But I won't replay sad songs on YouTube. Even tho thts what I should do. Guess finding love wasn't the problem. The outcome was that you couldn't find it in me. So all I did was worthless. That's how it appears to me. Gave u a different nick name. I had Terrible Judgement. Nice guys finish first. They race with unbeatable substance. So in the end you made a choice. Hope u made a good decision. I just sit back and reflect. You had tunnel vision. Stay single for ever that's just a Line you told me. Actually I'm not bitter. That's the old me. You waited for me to quit. So I decided to chill. Wish you the best. Because I got love for you still. But your thrown in the same pot. Mixed with the rest of the litter. Yea I think. I'm mad. But Terrible Judgement. Nah. I'm not bitter.