The Other Him

The other him. Was he better than the other me? Was he the better man in your time of need? I Looked out for you before I looked out for me. That was my time of greed. I Was there, pushed away all of my issues. Was there when you cried, was always your emotional box of tissues. Ripped you a new one when he heard about your life. Had no plans on making you his wife. Acted as if he didn't care. And we know he didn't. But now I'm getting close and now he wanna act different. It's like you falling in that trap again. He gonna break your heart. N he's gonna sit back and laugh again. Hearts gonna collapse again. And guess whose gonna be there to help you relax again. Not the other him. But it would be the same me. Who tried his best to shade you in your time of need. Who cried with you on the phone when I heard your plight. And was ready to knuckle up and help you through this fight. Where was the other him when you were on your last. He didn't care if your life crashed and your heart shattered in a million pieces. So find a million reasons why you should get your heart back to that. You want happiness. But the other him would never provide. That's all I tried to share with you, once I arrived. I know what I said at first. But I knew God would find a way. You seem to have changed your views in a matter of days. Everyone saying that we are right for each other. Cuz I know for a fact that we would fight for each other. And it hurts cuz I know how much we like each other. Couldn't rush in at first. Had to evaluate the situation. And make sure both hearts were in the proper position. Foolish to be blind in love without having the chance of any real vision. Can't take love for granted. Because love isn't a given. The other him, yea, he's here now... But what about tomorrow. I might not be either, because my heart isn't one to be borrowed.